I wish it had turned out better. The infection was just too much for him. His diabetes has kept him poorly the last few years and he just wasn't able to heal against so much at once, even with surgery to replace the destroyed parts, there was just too much overall damage.
I wish I'd spent more time with him. It was only in the last 3 years that I'd been getting along better with him. He was so smart and had so much in his brain that I valued. I wanted him to get to spend more time with Max, and to get to know Khai. I miss him calling me and talking about stuff and finances and construction and all the things he's done.